Crazy roller coaster

Just like a crazy asylum

Life takes a crazy roller coaster

Both ups and downs all around.

Only, downs are deeper and narrow also cold.

Ups are just a peek and then down, 

Down drags so hard, crossing rocks, gravels, and thorns.

Hopes of light vanish away,

Stretching out my arms for light, 

But eternity above pushed beneath the icy pointless grey darkest shades.

Struggling to move my coaster above,

But strength, faith, hope too took a deep down 

Lower than the depths.

My faiths are questioned? 

Hopelessness covered the blood and soul. 

Books on the shelf, I stretch to take, 

My brains shut to take up the load.

My heart still mourns the burden;

Shifting my works,

Trying hard to rescue, phasing up and down 

yet, Eternity didn't want to  heal  my scar

Neither did He want to take me back.